Seasons of My Life

Landslide by Stevie Nicks is one of my favorite songs. The WORDS are just so real. It's exactly how I'm feeling right now.

"I took my love and I took it down
I climbed a mountain and I turned around
and I saw my reflection in a snow covered hill
'til the landslide brought me down

oh, mirror in the sky, what is love?
can the child in my heart rise above?
can I sail through the changing ocean tides?
can I handle the seasons of my life?

I don't know

Well, I've been afraid of changing
cause I built my life around you
but time makes us bolder
even children get older
and I'm getting older too (repeat 2x)

I'm getting older too

so, take this love
take it down
if you climb a mountain and you turn around
and if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills
well, the landslide will bring it down

down

if you see my relection in the snow covered hills

well, maybe, the landslide will bring it down

the landslide will bring it down"

Stevie Nicks is one of my FAVORITE artists. This song makes me think of love and loss. These two human emotions are the strongest, I believe. I'm rambling, I know, but I'm feeling very....nostalgic tonight. I'm confused about ME. I'm confused about what I want, who I am, where I'm at, who I'm WITH. I know that I should be fighting, fighting HARD for the kind of love Matt and I have, but sometimes "the landslide will bring it down". I can't fight if he surrenders.